The lazy me 🫠

 Procrastination, laziness, next time, avoidance, forgot and phrases like "I can't do it" , "should I do it now?" and etc. are words and statements that always teaches us in life. My day of laziness let me miss a treasure. I am talking about not uploading my blog yesterday. 

When I started to write blogs, one thing that I told myself was that even though I may not have solid content, I should write. In that way I thought I could improve my writing skills, take a step to learn even more and also see how my mind thinks and observes, the self observation thing, I could witness it. 

Yesterday I started to write my blog and my topic was about observation that we do around us. It was an activity or can be called as a fun game that we played in our theatre practice. It was a part of the warm up session in theatre which will help us to analyse minute details of a play and a stage as well as to expand our mind in thinking about the play and its story. Because , I would have mentioned in my earlier blog that every small aspect is important in a stage performance as even a presence of a paper on the stage would add its part to the concept and the characters and other things should be interpreted in as many ways so that the naturality comes live on to the stage. I had a lot more to share about them. I started to write it very early and after a few minutes I was like I will do it later. That 'later' actually made me miss the chance of writing because I was engaged in some other works which were very important to me and I finally forgot to write at the end. That 'later' made me not only forget to write the blog but also made me forget the content I wished to share. 'One stone used to miss two mangoes'. I felt like I was about to lose a treasure that is writing. Because one step ahead may either push or pull but will give the strength to work even more , but one step behind will directly bring us down and leave us with nothing. 

This is isn't the first time of me being lazy and forgetting. I do it often. I have to take efforts even more strong to make sure this doesn't come up again. 

Laziness and procrastination teaches us what will happen if we do not know its deeper meanings.