Why do I talk to myself as a motivational speaker.

Why do I talk to myself as a motivational speaker?

An important and necessary question to be answered right! I have uploaded many blogs that seem to be a writeup of motivation and a page of self confidence. Am I really such a kind of person! Don't think that I am very good at giving advice and motivating. To be honest enough, I am not the person who is walking only with optimism. I too have strengths and weaknesses in me. But still at the end of the day the optimiser in me tries to make it look everything as a positive one. 

I would definitely need such a character in me. Not only me but also all of them. 

I speak to myself because, firstly it is the only person available 24/7 to whom I can ask any doubts and any opinions which will come out with a good view point. The optimiser in me will never let me down and also listens patiently to my talks. However you pack the optimiser with troubles, worries, problems and confusions, it will always come with a positive answer and notes only. To an overthinking mind and low self-esteem person this optimistic character will help in a lot of ways to achieve. It not only shows everything to be calm and pleasant but also brings out different ideas from us. We are the ones who think about such good ideas but there is a need for an optimistic character present inside us to always keep reminding us about our capabilities. Yes, especially to remind us!

Tell me how many of you do this? When you read something for learning purposes or for a text or exam, you read it loud in various modulations and in a speech giving tone? I used to do that. Even now.